i never remember, life's too short.

first of all, i’m the one on the right, and please excuse how horrendous i used to look. bear in mind this was a whole two years ago.

now that’s out the way, that on the left is the first boy i ever really liked, who reciprocated those feelings. this is the first boy i ever truly fell in love with, who i thought reciprocated those feelings. and this is the first boy who ever broke my heart, who apparently did not reciprocate those feelings.

i found this in a whole load of my old pictures, and it just made me so horribly sad. then i put on our song and i almost cried and i realised that i’m still not fully over him.

maybe it was because he was the first, maybe it was because i never really got any closure. either way i miss him.

14th Apr 2012